In the confusion in what I am really looking

unknowingly to the town for over two years, the loss may be years, perhaps did not dare to Review the joy of resurrection before, in short, in these two years I deliberately choose to forget. I do not know why, along with the hearts of the general feeling that there are bursts of pain. When turned up to see the previous photo album [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], there is always a sense of frustration with the lingering sense of loss that lingers in my heart.
trace their causes to this city, maybe even I can not give a detailed answer. I do not know yourself what this city is seeking to escape a past or a future. Maybe people are changeable creatures, maybe I indifferent nature, can quickly erase the past. In this city I met a girl, in fact, she is not superior accuracy does not shine. But since I met her the moment she has the temperament of the kind of simplicity has attracted fresh. Her eyes like Yuet Wah general clarity is so clear, when I look at the time seemed to see coming from the distant past life information, and I swear this life quietly in the bottom of my heart she is my only one, I want to always protect She can tell stubbornly persists.
fact, love at first sight before I do not believe the legend, always thought it was a good desire. But the moment she met, and I know this is not only the story of the legendary, this is true fairy tale. I'm glad God gave me from her, let me not at a loss this lonely little town.
If this should end a story might be that life is not a fairy-tale story, it has its own trajectory. In the beginning years, I had always thought of myself to this city, where the confusion, here are looking for for her, met her and she fell in love, their own story in this town on a painting the perfect finish. But life is often not satisfactory, there are days she is very happy with her time whenever there is always a heartfelt pleasure, but when she left her heart every time there is always a loneliness, a sense of loss, What seems to have not completed my mission, it seems that what does not meet the goal.
day without her by my side always inexplicable feeling lost, can not tell why, as if his back to the days of the original period of confusion, unexamined, at a loss. The dead of night can not always sleep at the occasion, perhaps too addicted to this happy day, once the left lost the quest to lose momentum.
slowly combing their thoughts, from the slightest idea of continuously search for their own purposes. One man alone is always repeatedly ask myself what I lost in what to look for. Gradually stripping a section of their own life experiences, memories, such as debris generally fall from the sky total, there were numerous, such as a group of butterflies swirling in the air walking. To find a piece of debris from their past, do not want to inadvertently touch on that period of years and then Review, perhaps I have been trying to avoid, to escape the day of that period of bloom. Looking back slowly, those days not only gave me pain, more or joy. And dream of high school during that era by their immature to mature gradually, there is ignorance to wisdom. During that era of fluttering white, and gradually established their own vision of their own Way back when, your spirit is high spirit, often sketched their own ups and downs in the sea, the shock in the game, the face of opportunities crowded, wrestling battle of wits. Also during that era of fluttering white, his encounter with a girl, long time along unexpectedly gratuitous love her, remembering that relationship, they will help laughing now, and now that part of the dim, compared feelings are so tender, that kind of childish. But should that experience is a long time I can not get away is always thought his betrayal, this time sealed his memory and make my own unexamined spent. In fact [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], those years in retrospect only episode in life [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], no beginning and no end, just a vague years. Until I leave no one to whom a promise, a hint or two ignorant people, to the separation of dim, and gradually lost contact.
Looking back the past, gradually recovered his childhood dream, and gradually find their former pride. Gaze past, found himself his own peace of mind at the moment has never been clear and bright at the moment of clarity. Finally no longer lost his life, his pace is no longer hovering. Had been looking for was actually his own childhood dreams and pride.

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