Air Jordan V.2 Grown Sneaker The Light in the Dark

In these times, many of us find ourselves overloaded with self help techniques and information. It is a wonderful time, and there are many people right now that are feeling more powerful than ever before because of all that is available. Most self help strategies center around one particular idea: think positive and achieve positive results.
The dark side, referred to as "The Pain Body" by Eckart Tolle, is something that exists within each of us. There are many theories as to why we have a dark side,Air Jordan V.2 Grown Sneaker, so pick one that works for you. I have a few - but so much about the human experience still remains a mystery to me.
Being that it was a combination of emotional and physical pain, I had no choice but to stay with it. Distraction was not an option. I felt like I couldn't escape it anyway. So I did. I stayed right there with it. I didn't want to be - I had to be. I felt trapped.
A few days later, as I became aware of my first thoughts in the morning, I noticed some loving ones. I woke up, sat up and bed and realized that it was gone. I felt good and extremely grateful. Funny enough, my feelings of gratitude were not that the feeling was gone - but for the experience itself. I felt a new sense of understanding and compassion. I felt as if I'd just broken through something into a new layer of consciousness, and I had a love inside of me that was not there before. I knew then that it was because of this dark place, and found myself knowing for the first time that the face of God lies in the dark as well as the light.
This is a delicate article to write, because in order to share my insight, I must first share my experience of how I came to it. As a coach, writer, and speaker, I find myself in new territory here. I am going to have to take you with me to my dark side.
A couple of weeks ago,Jordan 11 Space Jam, I woke in a pretty negative state. Not only did I feel bad physically, but there was a lot of judgments and negative thoughts that were in my mind. It felt quite overwhelming. Since I have become more conscious and aware of myself - now I had another interesting aspect I was experiencing. I was watching these feelings take me over, and at the same time feeling totally powerless to stop it. Like there was two of me, one "me" tied to a chair while watching another "me" getting beaten up and verbally abused. The more I tried to do every "technique" I knew how to do, nothing seemed to be working. It just kept getting worse. For the next few days, I found myself physically ill, and in a horrible emotional state. I felt completely hopeless and angry, and had a deep loathing of myself and the world. It was a scary place to be. I remember having thoughts during that experience like, "I've done all this work, and what good is it?"
I began looking at my judgments of myself and the world. I felt much more accepting of myself,Nike Air Jordans, others, and saw more beauty in the world than I ever have. I remember feeling that I could relate to certain people in my life more and understand what they were experiencing. I became aware that sometimes my role not only as
I am generally a positive person. I have worked for a long time to be that way. I even hate to say it, but I have thought that if I go to a negative place in my body or mind that I am failing somehow. If I only was strong enough I wouldn't ever go back to "that place" again. Each time that I do go there and come out, behind the breakthrough is a belief that "now I've got it!" and I don't have to worry about going down again. Then when I feel the negativity coming on, not only have to deal with that pain, but the judgment that somehow I'm doing something wrong, and that's why I'm experiencing this again.
I went through an experience recently that compels me to share with you another aspect of the self - improvement (or self-realization if you prefer) journey. An aspect that is too often not discussed by experts in the field of self help and spirituality, and feared by many. I invite you now to go there with me today. Let's talk about the "Dark Side".

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