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The errors in the end

<td class=\him, but the thought of the man who kissed every inch of your skin man, faithful to you and your wedding vows with out the door, can not help dull pain, can not help but put myself into position on the deserted wife's unbridled cry.
  get out of bed every day I are listless, and then eat listlessly, listlessness work, and finally climbed into bed listlessly ... ... those days the whole world looks dejected, even the flowers in full bloom .
  depressed state that lasted a full six months, I said to myself, you can not go on like this, after all, you are only twenty four. But how to forget the past, I'll pull myself up and then, if ever stay in this sad city, stay in this quiet and dull, and mourning as the librarian's position, then - his parents live here, so After college when I took him as a child's clothes with him all the way to this strange city, and he has retired librarian under the care of his father, worked as a librarian. Today the hapless city kids become orphans, no one needed her, so she had to leave, completely forgetting to save with the pain.
  I think I was one of those women more independent, original attachment comes from a sense of pure love for him, if I do not love this person, everything should be over. At this time I thought of my mother, that is full of awe of the traditional woman has been warned me, a woman must have to be a good wife and mother of virtue, because she lived the rest of the career is to do someone else's wife and mother, but women must also remember that this reasoning is that men often can not be trusted, no matter when all the men around Do not believe their money than their more reliable.
  first I was reluctant to believe her, but the truth is the truth,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], how a young woman suspected of an old woman is not the case, after all she has done so many years of wife, mother and woman.
  Fortunately, the past two years I still have a little savings, not much, but enough time to leave this sad place.
  and I went to another city, start a new life.
  City in F, in my research into the identity of a new A large Chinese department. I was alone that day carrying heavy luggage up the high-rise graduate student dormitory, and no one to help me, surrounded by laughter, there are other people's parents and boyfriend, and they are busy for their children and girlfriend, but no one Kandao My breath and stride. I am angry to think, see, these selfish people, no more than a meat pie together more useful to me.
  Maybe I sealed my experience outliers and conceited, I try to make your life line to bypass those little boys and little girls, no one into my world means I can more concentrate on creating their own world.
  my mentor only four years old, is the youngest professor of literature and yard Shuodao, the thin man to his face, a pair of rack depth of glasses, big frame that mirrors the old-fashioned He occupied the whole of his face, people have a sense of very heavy loads. He usually always maintained a state of almost insignificant, when in May you can see him wrapped in a tattered coat wandering in the Goose Pond, but the one to argue with them in class or when a change is completely people, people say this time Zhang Mingxuan wears a halo.
  his mentor such a bizarre, such a lonely cold and my students, quickly became the focus of discussion to others, wherever we go, people are pointing, saying that this is the legendary Zhang Mingxuan and Yao Yuyao. In the final analysis, even I myself thought it was a personal matter. A character, how can there is no story? So the story begins.
  Later my husband asked me who is active, I thought for a long time can not be determined. But I think the story happened, we both looked into each other a long time.
  not see Zhang Mingxuan at the time, I know this is a near-idiot genius, Fudan University Ph.D., of Lu Xun, likes to talk about the French New Wave and black Zemin, the superman philosophy of Nietzsche situation has single bell, but I like a loach, only seek personal gain skills to escape. His wife is Shuodao the Department of History, with a pair of buck teeth and the wood stick figure, is a love of people, in order to take care of the children of history, she said she can not children. It is said that their marriage is the father of Zhang Mingxuan assigned to them, and Zhang Mingxuan did not express objection to this because, according to Zhang Mingxuan own account, his dissent in front of his father never had chance of winning.
  stands to reason that such a cowardly man dare not deviate, and I can not not love such a man's man. But the feeling has never been reason to tell, maybe we lonely, and perhaps that the summer was sultry, and perhaps he wants to fight his father, maybe I listened to her former husband's phone call a little sad, perhaps even to someone pointing at me to be the object of when filled with such a sudden inexplicable urge: to open a malicious joke, to give the spectators a little surprise to those around, or let them pay attention. In short this summer, while Zhang Mingxuan wife went to Beijing to pursue further studies that time, we made a mistake.
  maybe just like my ex says, life's long road, who is a good few steps before we come into this world, it has been burdened with original sin, so any errors are errors of life itself, do not be too seriously. Peter scary is that this error.
  Zhang Mingxuan, when I undress very clumsy hands and feet, and even can not find the bra clasp, I took his hand slowly over the white of my spine, and joked all the way: the same with your wife However, larger model. He immediately blushed, lowered his head and said softly, I do not know what my wife, because she never let me touch her.
  I was shocked, picks up his drooping head, buried my ****。 I say you forget the words of Nietzsche said: where do you go to a woman, please bring your whip. Zhang Mingxuan eyes moist.
  feel as if the moment is the Virgin, is with the sweet dried milk feeding Jesus.
  throughout the summer we had a good time, like two happy getting better as the mosquitoes hum. We even went to Hainan, the ends of the earth to write some silly words. Once passed by a coconut, saw a lost child crying sitting on wooden bench, Zhang Mingxuan immediately ran over hugged her and said good treasure Do not cry, your mother something to do so away, but she called the uncle of view you, you eat sugar sugar oh. Said to work out a coconut candy from his pocket, into the child's mouth. Tasted the sweetness of a child because, immediately stopped crying, Zhang Mingxuan tease her, and she giggled like a blossoming flower, laughing Hongxia touch the horizon are shy of.
  Then the kid's mother found us, naturally many thanks. Zhang Mingxuan politely say, your daughter is very cute, holding her arms like a little angel, if you want to say thank you so, I thank you for giving me this opportunity to get along with her, if I have such a daughter, I want the whole days, holding in her hands, the dream would wake up laughing. I say you like children? He said yes, I like, if I can do day his father.
  winter I am \When I told Zhang Mingxuan the news when he was struck by lightning as the same, slumped back down, and then he kept buried in the sofa, trembling inside, authentic Shinto god himself: Father will not forgive me, father will not forgive me, Father will not forgive me.
  I say you are a father now, you have to stand up for your child. He said Yaoyao do not let me do what I can not be done, I'm begging you. His reaction made me very angry. I shouted: Do you not like kids, you can do if the day does not mean the father, so are willing to do what you do, why your child asks you to do his father, you have to push him!
  He began to burst into tears, burst into that Yaoyao you will forgive me, I do not deserve to be a father, do not deserve. I gritted his teeth and said, yes, you do not deserve. Zhang Mingxuan like the see the light, like looking up and say that we now how to do it. I jumped out from Chifeng in five words: Now you get out of here! Zhang Mingxuan
  me out when it comes to no clear plan, but as the child grew up in the abdominal cavity, and I could feel my flesh and blood of his heart and breathing to give up his no longer cruel life. I decided to give birth to him, being a single mother.
  child is very sensible, that help me cover up, so I did not obese,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], it seems just a little fat, wearing loose blouses, everything is under control, as long as stay up in early summer, I can graduate the.
  met my ex-husband to take advantage of opportunities to F City to visit me, I actually noticed a change in posture. I think I do not have to hide him, so he told the whole entire error to the manufacturing process. He was shocked and opened his mouth that you must be crazy, do you remember why we divorce? Because you do not want a baby!
  I say you are wrong, not I do not want to have children, I do not want to be your family's control. Nothing with you when I go to B city, you guys gave me a home, a job, but that does not mean that you can control my life, at the mercy of my destiny. I do not like red, but your mother insisted that I wear to the same covered in pig's blood as the painted; I do not like listening to opera, but you must be every weekend my father took me to the old club; I do not like the perfume you buy taste; I do not like your layout in my room like a farmers market; I do not like to eat eggs, do not like the early hours, do not like to wear shoes, do not like playing the piano, do not like to drink Iron Goddess of Mercy, do not like mint toothpaste, Even children do not like it I have to call the shots by you to back!
  God, my husband cried uncontrollably, I do not know you do not like so much, why do not you ever say never. Because, I said, because I love you. But then I do not love you, so I went straight away. You see, I have never changed, is to love what I can endure, but once gave up the love, give up everything to be stubborn man.
  So now how would you do? My husband asked me, I can help you do? I blinked, a little cunning to say: I know you're rich, but I do not want to take advantage of you ... ... ah, when I did not find a job before you can help me pay for milk money, and if you have love me.
  I know I say this is rogue, he did not need to help me, but this has to live with my man, I always think of when he felt warm, as if the thought of a distant relative. However, he twisted brow silent.
  I am a little disappointed, to say panic, I'm sorry, I really do not be rude to you to make such demands. He shook his head and said I'm sorry I did not mean, if you will accept my help,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I will help you, I just think, you a girl, how can alone suffer? Do you really consider the clear?
  I said yes, I have been very carefully worked plan, as long as I can graduate, the child was born to be out of work, I can feed themselves and their children, do you believe me?
  He looked at my eyes, I think my eyes filled with hope and confidence, they moved him. So he said, ah, I believe you, because I know you fell in love with a person, this person is your child, for this child, you can not do any thing to do.
  I cried and said thank you, thank you can I make a mistake when it comes to support me so that will be an error in the end.
  I soon left the school,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], set foot on the train bound for another city, towards the end of the summer,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], gave birth to a healthy baby girl. Zhang Mingxuan completely disappeared from my life, like never been such a person exists. Daughter gives me a lot of pressure, but it also gave me a lot of courage to face life's drama in disgrace, her smile is the only force me to live. She has started babbling, the first tone milk overflowing \do not want to go back.

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