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Letter from an Unknown Woman

<td class=\This is a dead woman here to tell you who can not be relieved of her share can not be love.
  You must have forgotten that night three years ago, that young girl dressed in rustic wandering in the intersection when the loneliness and helplessness. You take the initiative to greet her up and put her to her destination. That is me - a rural two-year-old girl, first came to this strange city to find work. I sit on your motorcycle after lit streets, you take me walk through. I smell your body's sense of taste in particular, that I attached, let me obsessed with the taste. Since then, I remember you. But I have not had time to say thanks, you're driving a motorcycle to go, like a gust of wind like. From that moment, I will crush you. And are drawn into your world, can not get away, deeper and deeper.
  A few days later, I found a job in a district that is a family babysitter. Again in a few days later,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I saw you right again, but you did not see me. That was my dry clothes on the balcony when accidentally saw you, you are a young and beautiful woman in the district where the garden side walk.
  I always thought it was kind of fate, is a fate between you and me.
  Later, I made my family some of your patrons find out the information. You have a young and beautiful, Xianshu but housekeeper wife. The day saw a woman is your wife. Basically, I will see you every day, but you never never met me, even if met,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], you do not recognize me. I'm concerned, like the vast sea of ordinary one. I know that you like and your wife after dinner downstairs in the garden walk, know that you like to wear clothes, you know the color of the curtains at home, even when you know to work.
  every day I hope to see you, see you riding your bike have also had my motorcycle chic set the ground work. If you do not see you someday, I'll feel my body not the spirit, work is also boring,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], at night, when I cranky. I began to find that I can not do without you, you become part of my life, I fell in love with you. It is a place to talk, and very secret love, lovers it is different from the normal kind of indulgence, want love, which in turn is a cautious and have to treasure love.
  I am becoming more attached to you, I'm afraid that one day you will disappear from my perspective. I once thought about leaving, I want to completely forget you, from my mind little by little digging in your presence. I do not want the pain of living blindly in your shadow, the unrequited love of a man looked at her all day and his wife love to walk close together, it is a painful torment. In fact, I have tried this.
  I quit the job, and left the area. That's patrons that I would quit doing good Why I only lie to them that some things have to go back home.
  Soon, I found a job in another area far away from you,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], or nanny. I do not like the culture of this rural girl, in this strange city is only a nanny. See you in the day, I am very boring, very impulsive, cranky all day. I miss our first meeting, really, that kind of nostalgia made me obsessed with your body's taste. In the dead of night, I cry alone in bed. I have no place to pour my feelings of the so-called wishful thinking, I do not dare to talk to others, even my parents and sisters to be good. Every day I have suppressed their own, desperately working to try to use this way to get you out my mind remnants of memory. Later I discovered I was wrong, I can not erase your shadow.
  It was a weekend, I met you. In the street, you and your wife pass from me. I smell the smell of your body, that makes me obsessed with the taste. And your eyes always stay in his wife's body, what you are talking and laughing. You did not even look at me, you just take me as an ordinary may at any time of the passers-by walk past you. And I, has been watching you, watching you carefully, for fear of being aware of you and your wife. You seem to have become in my mind only. I have watched you disappear at the end of the street.
  I thought it was one of our fate, I think we have throughout the fate of.
  that encounters, giving rise to pent share my heart feelings, I thought I can slowly forget you. But that spring those of playing like a flood in my face. I found I could not. I totally can not do without you.
  I quit work, I had been planning to do your home nanny, but I have the courage, I do not know why, in the face you, I lost the courage. I just secretly hide you in my heart. In fact, you also do not need nannies, a two of the world, hey, why then need a nanny to disrupt it? That I be your nanny a family plot had. Which is in dry years.
  In the meantime, the family has the old urge to find a boyfriend when I was, I always said there is no appropriate. But I also clearly know that a girl in rural areas almost 24, yet for her marriage that looks, not even talked about a love, it is parents and friends are very worried, I am very confused. But my heart but you no longer fit into the others. Although I know in this life we can never be together.
  soon after came the death of your wife. It was an afternoon, I was washing clothes, the house of the patrons told me that the district where the individual died, was a beautiful young woman, the mouth of the road in the district by a failure of the car hit the spot he died.
  I saw you was heartbroken to see your crying aloud, in front of many people's faces. Since then, like a different person like you. I rarely see you take a walk after dinner, and you rarely go out of the total in the house alone. And I am really sad for you, for your pain. I always thought I had a chance close to you, and I even imagined can help you clean up the name of cleaning the house close to you. At least I can comfort comfort you. But I am afraid you will reject me, you will think I have ulterior motives. When I was hesitated.
  But one day, when I was working collapsed on the ground. By patrons to the hospital, the doctor said I had cancer. I can not believe the doctor said I only a maximum of three months.
  Sometimes, cancer is such that it is a terrible monster. Every day you may feel good, no problem, everyone knows that the devil has long been lurking in your body has. Just one day you can not find the body when it has been lurking in your body for too long, and you have no hope.
  I hope you have to take care of themselves, do not like me, hope you have finished your safe and healthy life. This is a dying person's most sincere wishes.
  Soon after, I returned to the rural areas,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], where waiting for the arrival of death. As the days past, I can clearly feel the breath of death. One day my status as day. I would like to take advantage of my time awake also started to write, write you a letter, to talk to you, I feel three years, three years of your obsession. You are my first audience, is the last one.
  Since then, the world no longer will a woman like me, you carefully treasured in my heart, not exposed, no one would secretly watch you every day to work out.
  When you receive this letter, I may be gone, that time I have been lying in a grave, no longer hear any sound out of this world. For this world, I do not have nostalgia, and nostalgia is the only sense of your body touch the taste of the ... ...
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