Been waiting for you

A single woman half a century, no marriage, no family, no children. But the success of her career, with his own company, worth tens of millions. For such women, there will always be around all kinds of rumors and speculation. But through ups and downs of a woman who has already played down around their own views, her proud to live in this secular society, all the time to show others her noble qualities, free and easy manners, grace and charm of thousands of body style.
noble man she despises greed, from the surface of bones look down on those pious, privately humble bow to her or bend the knee or coercion seduce men. I use the term The despicable men to naturally think of such a wealth of single women should need to
In fact, they are wrong, she is a noble thought must not tolerate any vulgar woman, is the kind of practice into a demon, becoming an immortal woman, the kind of self that no man worthy of his woman.
is such an understanding for people like the mystery woman as often he drove the BMW walk through the bustling markets. Looked at the people who toil, she used to think: what can not a man? His noble life and a successful career a man can give it? Which brings me man all I do now?
Indeed, no man can give her that, it also became a man she despises the most powerful reason. For such a woman, and we have every reason to believe that she does not love, no love, experience, life will not have a man's love [link widoczny dla zalogowanych]!
In fact, it is not true, women also have had some memorable, but not for outsiders to know the love experience. That was thirty years ago ... ...
Thirty years ago, he was the same year she and her new school, studying business administration as long as she is to meet the girl on the school, and he is only in love with music do not like the administrative professional. So he is very bad results, often to make-up courses. And he had the kind of person withdrawn, no one like him. But she liked him, like his dedication and understanding of music, like his hesitation and deep, so quietly support him, care for him. In order to express her his helping his career, a beautiful piece in the campus small stream, he wrote a song for her another song to express his gratitude for her ... ...
spend with them four years of college life. He released his own album, but the homework was a mess, there are several face make-up course, if the make-up can go through, he will face a situation can not graduate. Does not mean he can not graduate to work, they will lose their source of livelihood and unemployment at home. Therefore, he is troubled, and often heavy drinker.
One night, drunk, he came to her residence, mouthful of alcohol, said drunken. She was pressing him, full of pity for him, suddenly seems to have lost his drunken mind and began ripping her shirt, kissed her ... ... she passively accept it, then forced his next she gave her first time to a drunk in his ... ...
she did not feel regret, she loved him after all the heart, although he had no confession.
next day she pondered whether to take it to tell him? Maybe tell him that he would faint to say that I do not know anything drunk that he it not sad? Or, will he care about his remorse for this, thinking of putting a heavy burden, make-up can go through, so it not really hurt him? After thinking she was, or this thing hidden in the bottom of my heart.
Two months later, she was not feeling to see a doctor. The doctor told she was pregnant, she was shocked, but then they calm down, take into account the status and future of her doctor advised her to miscarriage. She said she'll think about it, doctors say can consider, but to make time, because the birth of life in growing up, does not allow her to consider going for a long time.

she endured all this without complaint, and he was completely unaware of all this. To leave the gate until the day, we each write Zeng Yan, her hope that his message is one that contains Unfortunately, she was full of disappointment left the campus. Since then she started work, entrepreneurship. For decades, no man really came into her mind, but a deeper loneliness struck at dead of night, she will be unforgettable memories of her experiences over and over again.
three decades, she has not marriage. As for the reason, perhaps the man she can not forget the past, perhaps too high or no time to look. In short, she thought a mere twenty years old young girl has gradually become even more glorious vicissitudes lady, it seems as enduring mash sweet wine aged in Hong ... ...
she occasionally heard of him message, it has been many years since they left school thing. She heard that he was very decadent, living well, but also alcoholism. Hear these messages, she seemed indifferent and did not try to go deeper to explore him. Perhaps, when she is hard work, no time to take into account the status of his life bar, no one knows her true inner thoughts, she did not like any story with him as quiet. Although, in the dead of night [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], when a deeper loneliness hit over and over again she would still recall the experience of a young man ... ...
as usual, she was hurrying to and fro busy, to show the man around the elegance of a successful woman and charm ... ...
in the subway station, she was about to enter the subway at the moment, she suddenly saw a strange and familiar faces, despite the gray hair on the temples have been, the vicissitudes of the years left a road gully, she recognized out of him.
four items on the TV, her heart began to panic them.
the image of her heart is still so clear, she thought he was drunk again that night after lingering, thought to be the one to do away with the child, remembering the scenes experience of thirty years ago ... ...
leave the child, and now I may hold the child's hand told him that it was your son, how he should be surprised!
br> In this way, the first three years to see such a simple face to hurry over. In the subway, she began to regret their earlier indifference, she wanted to get off, telling him that his real thoughts. However, the train was already moving, and he will soon be out of there [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], lost in the vast crowds, all ideas have been impossible. At this point, she really got three years in his heart has not really forget about him, in fact, her indifference to the surface of the heart can not conceal her desire, her desire to see him again, whether he is good or bad, she was eager and his together! She really regret it too, she began restless, until the arrival of the prompt radio burst, she woke up to God, out of the car, she suddenly found herself a full turn full circle back to her on the car's site.
Then, she suddenly saw him standing before her. Moment, she resumed the tone of indifference: ! He ignored the crowds, under the watchful eyes, his hands held her [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], kissed her passionately on the cheek, and she looked like a meek lamb kissed any of his ... ...

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