Hearts a mess

Never thought of giving him, really, but, after all, is a senior animal, although they could give up everything for love, but also the pursuit of her fair share, to a return, if only simple care and respect.
whether he is angry, or lie to me, or do not take my calls, I have never had to give up his idea, because he embodies his love for all, even though he never seemed to cherish the friendship or , or the feelings of love, because the share of silly ... but still love to dilute all, it is so persistent for a year and a half, but recently he has a girlfriend, and wrong [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], not a long time recently, although the girl's first assessment sixth sense, I feel, but he lied to me did not blindly, and I stupidly to believe. To people do not know is done by night, for him, I completely understand this sentence ... I gradually began to unbalanced, or hate it ... but still can not hate, surrounded by friends advised me: Do not toss yourself, forget it ? But he has become my life's steed, and I can not put. I cried a lot for him, also drunk, painful, anesthesia before, even as he provoked me, my stomach gas, is the word of the sentence: Anger is an error that punish their own people, made their own black and blue, But still love him ... finally numb perception now, ha ha, so I decided to give up. ... . Because that heart is unable to withstand such a blow a few times, I do not want myself to the others sad, sad ... I do not want to cry, because crying is because it lost, but I will never admit that I lost [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but lost love of his heart sinking, but love is not it all, so I did not lose, I do not want to make a weak girl, I do not want to lose the ego, I want to be me, so I wanted to prove to him: not his wonderful as I live, live smart, to give up the past and have a better future.
just started really so hard ah, just try not to think that he, the control they want him, do not take the initiative to call him, what he might feel it: but very nice to me, often called, as if suddenly learned to care for others, he will not seriously cold before, now learned the day two phones, a few text messages, almost rational again to the diluted share, better controlled himself. Try to turn a blind eye to his message, his phone pretending not heard then, and even learned to shut down [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but I think we are still friends, ah, so convinced that they got him, I do not want complete without him, because in addition to his true feelings very good to me, and I very much agree with his personality ... but I really do not Zaiqu Na between us feelings of torment myself, trying to make their own balanced [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], cool that we have done best friends life.
time can dilute all, perhaps because he so loved to give him, I know: he is bound to be the steed of my life, I can not forget him, but in reality I have to give up his decision, I will of transformation as the driving force, I want to make you happy, and then to see him happy, to have enough.
Maybe time can dilute it all. Everyone has their own life, but I really do not know I changed back to the original was how long? Forget him, his handsome face was how long? I wish he could see the article, so that he can be forgiven for my recent cold, I have to turn a blind eye to forgive, I just give yourself time to make their own balance, so I really want to open, like the original that we are good friends will, no friends talk about anything and soon, so I hope you can understand me.
to life a beautiful woman is enough, I found you to be my life's close friend, so you can not run away, the real love is not endless but never asked to pay anything, as we have done what is We can not do.

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